Reznor
9/24/97 - 5/4/12
Dear Rez,
I’ve been struggling all weekend to find the words or the perfect eulogy for you. My head just keeps filling up with all the great things you did for me and the amazing times we shared. At the same time I miss you so much that I can’t describe what you did for me personally these past fifteen years with justice.
This is the best I can do right now Baby Girl.
No matter how depressed I got, or how bad of a day I had you were always as happy and excited to see me as the first day I met you and brought you home. You always gave me the love and strength that I needed. You were and always will be my little girl. I miss you so much. But it was time to go. You left with dignity and strength.
My heart is truly broken. My soul is shattered. Your sister misses you deeply. She keeps looking for you and you’re not there. We love you so much. My life was better with you in it and it won’t be the same without you.
Thank you for always being there for me.
Thank you for the undying unconditional love.
Thank you for being my best friend.
I love you so much.
Goodbye my Little Girl,
Dad
My Dad gives me his old vinyl from time to time. He’s pretty fucking awesome. #vinyl #records (Taken with instagram)
Beastie Boys - A Year And A Day
Paul’s Boutique
M.C. for what I am and do
the A is for Adam and the lyrics; true.
So as pray and hope and the message is sent.
And I am living in the dreams that I have dreamt.
Because I’m down with the three the unstoppable three.
Me and Adam and D were born to M.C.
And my body and soul and mind are pure.
Not polluted or diluted or damaged beyond cure.
Just lyrics from I to you recited.
Arrested, bailed but cuffed and indicted.
Enter the arena as I take center stage.
The lights set low and the night has come of age.
Take the microphone in hand as that I am a professional.
Speak my knowledge to the crowd and the Ed. is Special.
For I am a bard but not the last one.
I’m my own king and this is my castle.
Dwell in realms of now but vidi those of the past.
Seen a glimpse from ahead and I don’t think it’s gonna last.
And you can bet your ass!
I drop the l when I’m skiing.
I’m smoking and peaking.
I put the skis on the roof almost every single weekend.
Can’t stop the mindfuck when it’s rolling along.
Can’t stop the smooth runnin’s when the shit’s running strong.
Broke my bindings the lion with wings.
Preaching his word in the B-Boy sing.
I am one with myself as I turn to the.
I prefer the dreams to reality.
I prefer my life don’t need no other man’s wife.
Don’t need no crazy lifestyle with stress and strife.
But it’s good to have turn to be a king for a day.
Or for a week or for a year or for a year in a day.
Come what may.
I’m fishing with my boat and I’m fishing for trout.
Mix the Bass Ale with the Guiness Stout.
Fishing for a line inside my brain.
And looking out at the world through my window pane.
Every day has many colors ‘cause the glass is stained.
Everything has changed but remains the same.
So once again the mirror raised and I see myself as clear as day.
And I am going to the limits of my ultimate destiny.
Feeling as though somebody were testing me.
He who sees the end from the beginning of time.
Looking forward through all the ages is, was and always shall be.
Check the prophetic sections of the pages.
He goes by the name of Disco Dave.
